Sunday, 29 December 2013

BFF


Hello blog,

I met Jaye today :) & as usual, she told me tonnes of "stories".

I am always the one listening because there's nothing much to say about my life. My everyday routine is simply study, eat, sleep :P I am quite guilty about this actually. I can't share anything interesting with her.

Seeing & hearing things going on in my friends' lives makes me wonder: what I am doing with mine?

Nothing. Really.

I have never shown interest in anything, or anyone; my life revolves around me, myself & I (& my studies). Can't believe I am this academic.

I know it's time to realign my priorities. Studies can't be my #1 all the time, I need to spare a thought for relationships.. Which I pretty much flunk big time :/

I don't know why other people get to meet people so easily & fall so deeply (be it temporarily or permanently) in love & I on the other hand lead such a constant life.

Am I unfriendly? Do I look/act like a difficult bitch? (Okay I think I act like a difficult bitch.) Or do I look like I'll only consider "perfect" guys?

I just want someone who is true. I don't really care about looks. I don't care about wealth (as long as there are no financial problems). As long as it feels right, mutually.

Perhaps I love myself more than anything else. That's why.

Oh well! 2013 is coming to an end, guess it's not this year.. Hopefully I'll meet you in 2014.

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